I hide away from love
我不愿面对情感
I wanna love’in you so bad, but
我如此的想爱你
Afraid of getting lost
却又害怕失去
Depression’s eating me up girl
我已被抑郁吞噬
And tell them go to hell
让他们都下地狱吧
I wanna have my redemption
我想得到属于我的忏悔
F**ked up no good
一切都晚了


If I could give my life to you and I would rather die
不想成为别人期望的样子，让我万般痛苦
F**k all the people around me who make me feel putrefied
讨厌身边的人，他们让我渐渐腐烂
I keep a distance with you f**k I love you so damn right
我太爱你所以竭力和你保持距离
F**k I love you so damn right
我无法不去爱你
If I could give my life to you and I would rather die
不想成为别人期望的样子，让我万般痛苦
F**k all the people around me who make me feel putrefied
讨厌身边的人，他们让我渐渐腐烂
I keep a distance with you f**k I love you so damn right
我太爱你所以竭力和你保持距离
F**k I love you so damn right
我无法不去爱你


I crushed my pride under the pressure of my life instead
我的自尊已经被压力碾碎
I wish I smile but I ain’t happy like I used to have
渴望拥有笑容，可我已不像从前一样快乐
The more I care the more I want myself to run away, run away
越在乎就越想逃离一切


I’m sorry mom
对不起妈妈
I’m sorry dad
对不起爸爸
F**ked up my life
我毁了我的人生
I’m ruined inside
我从里到外都腐烂了
I never listen and I do the things in my way
一意孤行走在我的路上
I’m feeling guilty but I have no heart to repay
感到愧疚却无力偿还


I’m sorry mom
对不起妈妈
I’m sorry dad
对不起爸爸
F**ked up my life
我毁了我的人生
I’m ruined inside
我从里到外都腐烂了
I never listen and I do the things in my way
一意孤行走在我的路上
I’m feeling guilty but I have no heart to repay
感到愧疚却无力偿还
If I could give my life to you and I would rather die
不想成为别人期望的样子，让我万般痛苦
F**k all the people around me who make me feel putrefied
讨厌身边的人，他们让我渐渐腐烂
I keep a distance with you f**k I love you so damn right
我太爱你所以竭力和你保持距离
F**k I love you so damn right
我无法不去爱你


I crushed my pride under the pressure of my life instead
我的自尊已经被压力碾碎
I wish I smile but I ain’t happy like I used to have
渴望拥有笑容，但已不像从前一样快乐
The more I care the more I want myself to run away, run away
越在乎就越想逃离一切


Oh, I have no heart to repay
我已无力去偿还
I got no heart to repay
我已无力去偿还
Oh, I got no heart to repay
我已无力去偿还
I got no heart to repay
我已无力去偿还


键盘 : 吕彦良
和声编写 : 吕彦良/MAJOR YAO
人声编辑 : MAJOR YAO
Addtional Arrangement : MAJOR YAO
录音师 : Cy.S - Quark Studio
录音室 : Quark Studio夸克有声
混音 : MAJOR YAO/吕彦良
母带 : Felix Davis @Metropolis Studios, London