作曲 : Earl Hayes/Ken Lewis/Chester Jennings/Quaadir Atkinson/J. Auyeung
It's like I've been waiting my whole life for this
也许我用用尽一生就是为了这个瞬间

For this chance for y'all to hear me
让你们都来聆听我的想法

Some things I gotta get off my chest though
总有一些事情需要我来宣泄

Just so y'all know
需要一吐为快

Uh yeah
哦 耶

They say only the good die young
他们都说天妒英才难长命
And wit that said
这个说法对于我来说太贴切了
Ain't don't get no better than me
也许你没有经历过我的难处
Ain't coming for my head
也许你没有像我一样成为别人的眼中钉
I represented for y'all when I came through the market
当我出道时 我和你代表的都是华人之血（Mc Jin和China Mac都是华裔）
By becoming who I am I became a target
想要真实呈现自我 但却成了别人枪口上的目标 （在美国的一个酒吧，Mc Jin差点给China Mac一枪打死，子弹却卡壳了，Mc Jin在朋友的掩护下逃了出去）
And what hurts is all the ******** comes from my own kind
让人心如刀割的是 这黑暗的一切都是滴着华人的血的人造成的
They say Jin's fake he don't keep it real in his rhymes
他们说欧阳靖弄虚作假
He make us look soft
他们说欧阳靖懦弱无能
That kid ain't commit no crimes
他们说欧阳靖胆小怕事
You damn right
对，你们说的都是对的
Want me to say it then fine
可事到如今我也忍无可忍了
I ain't a killer I ain't a gangster and I ain't no thug
我不是一个杀手 我不是一个流氓 我不是一个暴徒
I don't walk around with guns and I don't sell drugs
我不碰枪 我也从不买卖毒品
I'm not a murderer I ain't never said I was
我生来清白
So what the **** y'all hating on me for huh
所以为何你们都来憎恨我 辱骂我？
Listen to me
请你们听好了
See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh
我心中从来不存怨恨
So crucified cadillac
我只会在我的卡迪拉克里奔驰
My mama would be so disgusted ohhh
我妈妈绝对会无比失望
If she knew the way these grown folks act
如果她亲眼经历这些成年人的愚蠢行为
See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo
但我不会让他们伤天害理
And I won't let them hold me down no nooo
我永远不会倒下
You tell her that I'm okay
请告诉我的母亲我誓死不屈

You tell her that I'll make a way somehow
请告诉我的母亲我总会劈荆斩棘
Eh yo Jin you double r bust ya guns
哟 靖 你该开口了 （旁白）
I ain't about that ****
我从不惹事 也不怕事

Trouble just comes my way
可总有人找我寻衅滋事
I don't invite that ****
我从不无事生非
I got a career here
我清楚明白我的事业是什么
I ain't looking for fights to pick
我只想安分守己地努力
Got more pain in my heart than I knew could exist
可心中的悲痛欲绝又如何痊愈
Like that night they pulled them guns out and banged my man
回想那夜 他们堵截我的兄弟们 向我开枪
I was like **** rap I almost had a change of plans
我说去他妈的rap 我开始后悔选择这个道路
Word he took a bullet for me how I'm gon repay that man
他为我挡下了子弹 我该如何偿还 （China Mac重新上膛，势必要杀死欧阳靖时，他的朋友让欧阳靖潜逃于厨房的通道，帮他挡了一枪，立即前往医院）
What if he would've died what I'm supposed to say to his fam
如果他当晚倒下 我该如何向他的家庭交代 （这里指的是欧阳靖的朋友Christopher Louie，事后背部受伤）
The life I chose endangered all my family and friends
这样的生活方式让我的家人和朋友都置身于危险
Some **** I wish I could change but can't promise I can
我多么渴望改变眼前的这一切 可我束手无策
People are killed to get to the position I'm at
一些人宁死也要爬到我的这个位置
Only to die here and find out it ain't worth that
然后在九泉下才领悟 这一切都不值得
See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh
我心中从来不存怨恨
So crucified cadillac
我只会在我的卡迪拉克里奔驰
My mama would be so disgusted ohhh
我妈妈绝对会无比失望
If she knew the way these grown folks act
如果她亲眼经历这些成年人的愚蠢行为
See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo
但我不会让他们伤天害理
And I won't let them hold me down no nooo
但我不会倒下
You tell her that I'm okay
请告诉我的母亲我誓死不屈

You tell her that I'll make a way somehow
请告诉我的母亲我总会劈荆斩棘
That's how they getting down
我永远不会倒下
Two turntables and a rapper that was that was
两个唱机转盘和一个说唱歌手
That was how they did it then this how they do it now
这才是真正的hiphop
Twenty young men with they gats up
可是现如今hiphop熏染了帮派和黑帮的黑暗
Got to travel like that or they'll try to attack us
我只好逃离这一切 不然又会受到威胁
That's how they getting down
这就是他们的一点小伎俩
The greats settled they beef with rap battles
真正的rapper会利用battles来解决问题
Let's go that's how they did it then this how they do it now
请告诉我的母亲我总会劈荆斩棘
If they ain't better than you now they shooting at you
人心险恶 你永远都不知道他们会对你开枪
Know it sounds tragic but hey you know
听起来是如此可悲
That's how they getting down
阴险狡诈总是让我喘不过气
So what I'm supposed to do
我该如何面临眼前的困难
Keep twenty bodyguards and a large entourage
难不成有个二十名保镖和大批随从来保护自己？
Cause everybody's hard
因为总会有人心怀不轨
Sometimes I wonder what happened to love and respect
有时我好奇为什么大家都忽略了“爱和尊重” 这才是hiphop的真谛
All I see now is hatred and death
现在我眼前的只是憎恨和死亡
That's how they did it then this how they do it now
他们总是这样居心不良
See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh
我心中从来不存怨恨
So crucified cadillac
我只会在我的卡迪拉克里奔驰
My mama would be so disgusted ohhh
我妈妈绝对会无比失望
If she knew the way these grown folks act
如果她亲眼经历这些成年人的愚蠢行为
See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo
但我不会让他们伤天害理
And I won't let them hold me down no nooo
我永远不会倒下
You tell her that I'm okay
请告诉我母亲我誓死不屈

You tell her that I'll make a way somehow
请告诉我的母亲我总会劈荆斩棘

You tell her that I'm okay uh
请告诉我母亲我誓死不屈
You tell her that I'll make a way somehow tell her I'll be okay
请告诉我的母亲我总会劈荆斩棘
You tell her that I'm okay uh
请告诉我的母亲我总会劈荆斩棘
You tell her that I'll make a way somehow talk to them lyfe yeah
请告诉我的母亲我总会劈荆斩棘
Tell her that I'm okay tell her
请告诉我母亲我誓死不屈
And I made a way
我总会开辟新的道路

Girl on my own my way girl uh
请告诉我母亲我沥血以誓