作词 : Jei Cyclist
作曲 : Jei Cyclist
编曲 : Jei Cyclist
（窦靖童：做自己想要做的音乐
我不想去纠结
就是
永远可以更好
这些事情是我没有办法改变的）
For days
连续好几天
Can’t remember you
我都无法回忆起你
Shame
可惜
You were the only one
你曾是唯一的
Did you realize I can’t go anywhere
你是否察觉我无处可去
No time
时光匆匆
If only when we are younger when we are bolder would we still be fine
如果我们能一直年少轻狂是否就能安然
Two years ago I made my decision to return and assure myself
两年前，我决定回国给自己的音乐梦想一个机会
Off of my legitimate career path I persuade myself
放弃了我正儿八经的职业道路，我劝说自己
Should I not try the unthinkable, dare I take the pain of the regrettable
如果我不尝试这看似不可能的事情，我能否承受遗憾之苦？
And I thought I got it dude
我曾自以为我得到了
They all wanted it, they all wanted it
他们都想要，他们都渴望
They all wanted what I got and they smirk when I fall
他们都渴望我所得到的，但却在我跌倒时推波助澜
Called it cancel culture when it’s really just the culture
称之为取消文化，实则是文化本身
Two years later I made my decision to fly solo alone by myself
两年后，我决定单飞自己做
I fly solo off of my mercenary big-big label they cheugy as **** man
我摆脱了唯利是图的大唱片公司，他们俗不可耐
I confirm myself
我确定了自我
What is the right way, which is the wrong lane
哪条是正途，哪条是歧途
I stay true in my music
我在音乐中保持真诚
Don’t tell no ****ing lies in the music
在音乐里我从不说慌
My days will come it’ll be the sign of our time, our time when our days come
我的日子终将到来，我们的日子终将到来
Bitching this shit alone
自说自话着这一切
Seen you in a coma
见你们都陷入昏迷
Wish I was in a coma too
我多想也加入你们
But living drives my wonder
但体面地活着让我迸发奇迹
Can’t remember anger
不过渐渐无法回忆起愤怒了
For the day when we go on for freedom
等待着我们自由的那一天
Resistance
坚持吧
For brothers and sisters
为了兄弟姐妹
Go on go on
继续前行吧
It’s god’s will
这是神的旨意
Set yourself free
放过自己吧
Wishing you godspeed
祝愿你成功
Ay Check

So long, it’s been a tough ride
这么长时间以来，这段旅程一直很艰难
Ay

And we were never not by your side
我们从没有不站在你这边
Till our pain became too much to glory
直到我们的痛苦变得无法承受
The lies for the lifes you deprived from the truth belied
谎言剥夺了真相中的生命
Oneday to Someday I gotta pack away my own pride
有一天到某天，我收起了我的骄傲
I loved you I left you I care for you I pray for you
我爱过你，我离开过你，我在乎你，我为你祈祷
Oneday I’ll be the changer
有一天我会成为那个改变的人
But now mama I’ll be quiet
但现在妈妈，我会保持安静
To stay away from the danger
才不会有危险
All these all these
所有
All these anxieties and all these anger
所有这些焦虑和愤怒
All of em bullshit fallacies that no one reconsidered
所有这些没人想过的胡扯
All these suicides straight murderer can’t you remember
所有这些你不记得了吗？
The kids, elderly, men and women dying under their own shelter
所有的孩子、老人、男人和女人都在自己的庇护所下死去
I can't say anything I can't do anything I'm hiding like a coward
我不能说什么，我不能做什么，我像懦夫一样躲藏
Wet dream being a saviour
幻想成为救世主
Heroic behaviour but I'm neither
成为一个英雄，但我都不是
Only my music is speaking louder than me
只有我的音乐比我说得更响
Do you hear it though
你们听到了吗
Do you hear it
你们听到了吗
I'm doing my part
我在尽我的一份力
Ladies and gentlemen
女士们先生们
We got him
我们把他拿下了
Two years ago I made my decision to return and assure myself
两年前，我决定回国给自己的音乐梦想一个机会
Off of my legitimate career path I persuade myself
放弃了我正儿八经的职业道路，我劝说自己
Should I not try the unthinkable, dare I take the pain of the regrettable
如果我不尝试这看似不可能的事情，我能否承受遗憾之苦？
And I thought I got it dude, they all wanted it, they all wanted it
我曾自以为我得到了，他们都想要，他们都渴望
They all wanted what I got and they smirk when I fall
他们都渴望我所得到的，但却在我跌倒时推波助澜
Called it cancel culture when it’s really just the culture
称之为取消文化，实则是文化本身
Two years later I made my decision to fly solo alone by myself
两年后，我决定单飞自己做
I fly solo off of my mercenary big-big label they cheugy as **** man
我摆脱了唯利是图的大唱片公司，俗不可耐
I confirm myself
我向自己确认了
What is the right way, which is the wrong lane
哪条是正途，哪条是歧途
I stay true in my music
我在音乐中保持真诚
Don’t tell no ****ing lies in the music
没有一丝谎言
My days will come it’ll be the sign of godspeed
我的日子终将到来，那将是神旨的征兆
Wishing you godspeed
祝愿你成功
Drums by 徐之曈Zhitong Xu

Bass by 徐润泽Runze Xu

Guitar by 王浩琦JEI

Arranged by 王浩琦JEI

采样：窦靖童

Mixing/Master by 杨尚衡@Cashmere Studios

Produced by 王浩琦JEI

特别鸣谢

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