钢琴：JEI
编曲：JEI/Dyana
合成器：JEI/Dyana
人声：JEI
鼓：徐之曈Zhitong Xu
贝斯：徐润泽
混音/母带工程师：杨路帆@Cashmere Studios
特别鸣谢
Cashmere Studios Ear: 2024 音乐人支持计划
Uhhh, mama said it's taking way too long
妈妈说都已经这么久了
And I should've probably given it up long time ago
我早就应该放弃了
But I didn't
但我没有
I never gave it up
我一直都没有想过放弃
But recently, I've been thinking
但最近我开始想
Maybe I should give up
也许是该放弃了
I’ve laid awake all night
整夜辗转难眠
Facing all of my darkness
眼前浮现内心所有的阴暗面
I’ve gone through it all my mind
将思绪整理通顺
Finding all of my desire
试图找出我所有的欲望
Would you put me through these long nights
你可否安抚我度过这些漫长的夜晚
And ease up all my mind
可否平复我的思绪
Cuz you’ve been on my mind for too long
因为你终究在我脑海里挥之不去
And I can’t hold it any longer than that
而我已经熬不下去了
I can't take it any longer
或是说我已经不能在这样下去了
Uhhh, mama said it's taking way too long
妈妈说，都已经这么长时间了
And I should've probably given it up long time ago
我早就应该放弃了
But I didn't
但我没有
I never gave it up
我一直都没想过放弃
I don't know maybe I'm lazy to give up
我不知道，也许是连放弃都懒得
Oh I always thought I could do something I could uhh
因为我一直都觉得自己能有一番作为
I could be someone
能成为某个谁
(Wake up J, come on)
(醒醒了）
But recently, I've been thinking
但最近我在想
(Find me)

Maybe I should give up
也许我应该放弃
(Hang on a minute)
(等一下等一下）
But before that
在那之前
(I'm gon' need a second yea?)
(我需要一点时间可以吗）
Staying
别放弃
(This is my last shot)
(这可能是我最后的机会了)
(What they say is not true you know?)
(他们说的那些都不是真的你知道吗)
I want to make this come true
我想实现这个梦想
(But it all doesn't matter now)
(但这些都不重要了）
At least I've tried
至少我尝试过了
At worst, this album
最糟糕能怎样呢
It is just gonna be all for myself
做给自己
For the future me to say
十年后的我能说
Oh yea I tried
嗯我尽力过
I’ve laid awake all night
整夜辗转难眠
Facing all of my darkness
面对着我浑沌阴暗的万千思绪